Fill Me Up

Do you feel
The share of my thoughts
Trapped in an empty box
Do you see
My unconscious mind
Beneath the sailing sea
Do you want
To live for me
Like no one has before

Don't think I'm dying
I wish I was lying
This is too much
I cannot be crying

Fill me up
I cannot be living
My neck is bleeding
And this is my reaction
To what I'm feeling, oh

Do you feel
The share of my thoughts
Trapped in an empty box
Do you see
My unconscious mind
Beneath the sailing sea
Do you want
To live for me
Like no one has before

Fill me up
My story's gotta end
Fill me up, lovely youth
Give me a cup with no poison inside
Don't you feel me by your side

Fill me up
I cannot be living
My neck is bleeding
And this is my reaction
To what I'm feeling, oh

Wake up my friend
Wake up my love
My story don't have to end, no

Yeah
Fill me up

30-05-2012

What I Do Relieves Me

Hurting myself last night

Broken bones never ain't right

Water in a cup so tight

Give me that gun it feels so bright

She's perfect and she got me light

Here I am at my site

I just want my sight

Oh back

Back

Back

What I do relieves me

Will that powder kill me

I don't care for nothing

Care for only reason

She gets me off my season

Take me off this prison

Take me oh

Take me oh

What I do relieves me

Will that powder kill me

What I do relieves me

Will that powder kill me

What I do relieves me

Will that powder kill me

Kill me

Kill me

Come on

See me crying

Come on

See me dying

Come on rare

Come on do you dare

To kill me there

That's me so fair

What I do relieves me

What I do relieves me

What I do relieves me

What I do relieves me

What I do relieves me

28-05-2012

Won't You Help Her

Why you're bleeding
Why you're not screaming
This killing
This breathing
I'm really
Realistic
I don't feel your chest
Do you need to rest
I'm a fucking mess
Do you want to sleep
Feel me

She feels so
Dizzy
She says no
Cleaning
Hear me calling
Her name floats
Her head aches
Her leg fails
And she lays

These thoughts only hurt
Won't you help her Kurt
Can't you not see
She's returning to birth
The way she don't talk
Gives me more to rot
And I said
Won't you put on your sock
'Cause you feel so cold
Wish I don't get old

Why you're bleeding
Why you're not screaming
This killing
This breathing
I'm really
Realistic
I don't feel your chest
Do you need to rest
I'm a fucking mess
Do you want to sleep
Feel me

Oh home
Can I be there
I want to leave
They need to cease
She needs to breath
Don't they dare to touch
I'm on a flush
When I swear
They won't dare
My dear

Relieve me
Your unspoken words
Don't they kill me
From the roads
Attached worlds
Feel me

Darling feel me
Feel me

27-05-2012

Bouncing Back and Forth

I don't think I'm great
I don't want them in my way
Feeling so cold here
Don't give up just yet my pain
Bouncing back and forth
Feeling inside another rain

Help me choose
Help me not to pray
Let me stand my grave
Up here
Down there
Oh crap
I'm all real
I'm not heal
Do I hear
Your screams inside my head

I don't think I'm great
I don't want them in my way
Feeling so cold here
Don't give up just yet my pain
Bouncing back and forth
Feeling inside another rain

I'm not here
Oh for real
Do you feel
The voice is near
Oh no
She calls, let me tear

Help me choose
Help me not to pray
Let me stand my grave
Up here
Down there
Oh crap
I'm all real
I'm not heal
Do I hear
Your screams inside my head
No

27-05-2012

Sonho Lúcido

Sinto um suave toque no meu áspero rosto,
Um silencioso respirar que me toma,
Que me abandona segundos no oposto
E que me faz sonhar em soma.

Raios de sol que iluminam a manhã,
Sopros de vento enraivecidos,
Que a noite não seja sã,
Que os corpos estejam despidos!

E as vozes são reais,
As vozes são profundas,
As vozes são imundas.

Raios partam o mundo!
Vozes favoreçam o fundo,
De quem ama,
De quem faz a sua cama.

Ó que cansado eu estou,
Tão lúcido e rasgado,
O meu corpo revelou,
O desejo tão começado.

26-05-2012

No Pitfalls

I'm fucking scared to lose you
I don't seem to be living
I don't want you to go
I can't get myself some help, no

I need you entirely with me
Oh the pain
Sometimes my heart aches
Sometimes it seems I'm vain

Like the floating rain
Like the wind through our faces
I'm full of races
Like a garbage man
Tosses in a trashcan

This undying love won't be fading
Oh baby you're all I've been waiting
'Cause you nonsense talk
Cry by myself and then I just walk
With you

With you
I'm here
With you
I'm there
With you
I'm in love
With you
Only you

Can the chords of my imaginary guitar
Show you my pouring heart
You're my star above
My dove
The one that never falls
Never caught up in any pitfalls
Anyone crawls
And anyone crawls
To us

26-05-2012

For You

For you, fields will break.
For you, water and wine will refresh.
For you, wonders of the world will fall.
For you, earthquakes will be placed.

In gracious places
In mouths full of repulse
In the ends of our chests

For you, nights shall past.
For you, rain shall be dry.
For you, the sunset shall be glorious.
For you, the day shall be the queen's day.

Be mine, for thee I will be
and my love, you will see.
I'm yours in the ugliest form
and beautiful in the deepest heart.

24-05-2012